Sad

Tonight I'm a little sad. It bubbled forth unexpectedly. I had held it together for days. I didn't think about things. I didn't feel sorry for myself. I tried to act on positivity.

Exploring different facets and ideas in my mind. It kept me preoccupied.

Then catch me off guard, the loneliness and sadness descended upon me in a wave. People around me were none the wiser. I hide like that. All the time.

And then I come home. Now. And feel the sadness. Like an echo in my soul... a chasm that cannot be filled...